The last two years of my life have been a whirlwind. I've gone on tour as an artist, filmed my first independent movie, did my first national commercial, went to L.A. to start my music career, released my first "single", and now I'm recording an album.
It's been a complete rollercoaster ride so to speak. Friends and situations have come and gone...re-connecting with some old friends, moving on from others, and making new ones.
All in all, I'm pretty happy, I guess. Not totally fulfilled, but happy enough.
It's actually sort of a rough night that I come back to writing this. I went to Chicago on Monday and had a pretty lifechanging experience. Just had dinner with a friend at RockIt Bar and walked around Navy Pier at night, but the conversation and experience was lifechanging. I love it.
With that though, it's provided me with an obstacle to get over - and that's figuring out what I'm chasing. What is going to fulfill me? I think I know the answer, but I think that it's near impossible for the situation in my head to play out.
Never say never, I guess, but man, I'm a little overwhelmed to say the least.
It's amazing to look back on this, but I have to say, I am looking forward to the future. I can't keep re-living old memories, I have to make new ones...and I'm really looking forward to that.
I love you.