This is just a rough time of year money-wise...Kevin and Shannon both have birthdays this month so there's gifts for those, not to mention Christmas being a month a way, and having $175 to pay out for a 2 million dollar liability insurance claim that I have to have by December 1st.
So what do you do to get money? Work. I've been at work for a solid 10 and a half hours already today and I still have two to go. It's just one of those days that isn't really a bad day, but it's definitely not a good one. I have all day tomorrow off, so that's awesome that I can relax and spend the day doing the things that I need to accomplish, but on the same note, I need to be working to make money.
I'm just bummed out, that's all. I felt like I was doing so good and making great progress, and then BAM! Something like that happens and puts a kink in all my plans. I mean, I'm still planning on going to New York, and stuff, but I have no idea how I'm gonna pay my phone bill or any of this other stuff I'm trying to deal with right now. Things are a mess, thanks to my car.
I haven't really had a whole lot of time to talk to any of my friends lately either, so that's a bummer. I was thinking about it tonight and I haven't talked to my friend Greg for at least a month, and last time we talked was over a text message.
I'm just stressed out, I guess. I felt like maybe writing would help. And it just made me realize how much of a mess this is now that I haev it all laid out in front of me.
Things will work out, I just don't know much more of this I can take...
Throw it away
We'll make the great escape